Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Another Nightmare

Last night, after watching Supernatural and reading Servant of the Bones (Anne Rice), I tried to go to sleep.  Maybe that was a mistake?

I didn't dream about anything related to the above (shockingly), but I had a crazy, crazy dream that was so adrenaline infused that I woke up exhausted.  I really despise those types of dreams.

This one was about me driving -- and I can't drive.  I had a permit once and went to driving school and was fine, but it has been about...six years?  So any confidence I had is gone.

Which is clear by my dream.

And for some reason, I'm always driving a truck or jeep or some other off-road vehicle.

Anyway.

I was running, running faster than I've ever run in my life.  I was escaping something, and my only chance was to get into a vehicle.  I swung into a pick-up truck, turned it on, and confused the gas/brake pedal.  I lurched forward and realized my mix-up and switched pedals.  I swung out of the dirt parking lot and onto the highway, desperate to escape.

I drove through the night, onto busy lanes of traffic, swinging around because I couldn't handle the truck -- it fish-tailed often, swung around so that I was backwards, and almost went off the road.  Finally I stopped at a gas station but after I got gas, I noticed a policeman walking toward me, suspicious.  I eased into the truck and tried to cross the road but my bad driving gave me away and he tried to pull me over.

I sped up and raced by, hoping I could get out of there in time.

I finally made it to a lake -- it was day time, and my family was there.  I parked the truck near the water and jumped onto a jet ski, where I executed perfect driving skills, even parallel parking in the water -- TWICE.

But then I was racing away on the water and I don't know what has happening because I woke up gasping for breath.

In real life, I'm a great driver on a jet ski -- I know how to handle the water and the ski so that it doesn't clog up and I don't tip over.  I've never fallen off one and I am at ease astride one, skimming through the water.  It's brilliant.

Really, though, the dream is much more terrifying than I made it out to be.  I can't convey the terror that was making me drive like a maniac, and I almost went over the edge on the roads again and again, and I swerved and fish-tailed and I'm surprised I didn't dream that I crashed.  It was gut-wrenching and I woke up thinking and feeling like it had actually happened.

Not sure what to make of that dream...maybe take a peek at the dream dictionary and see what's up.

3 comments:

  1. Ugh, I have over-the-edge driving dreams often. Not fun. I'm sorry.

    And don't watch the new show The River. I had a freaky dream (don't remember the details anymore) after watching it. AND IT'S NOT EVEN ENTERTAINING.

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  2. I looked it up a long time ago, and driving dreams have a lot to do with feeling like your life is out of control.

    I used to have lots of driving dreams. Usually ones where I thought someone else was driving the car, and then realized no one was in the driver's seat...at which point the car crashed and I awoke. So many metaphors from my life...

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  3. @ Abbie: I will definitely NOT watch it, then! EEK! And speaking of entertaining, have you ever seen SyFy's "Face Off"? It's like Project Runway but for movie makeup artists. Pretty awesome what they come up with.

    @ Gina: You're right! I knew I'd read up something about it before. I have them every so often, and I'm always driving but doing it poorly. :/ Oh, metaphors.

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