Rambling?

I had a weird dream last night. Occasionally I have a very violent dream where I stick a sword through someone, over and over again, and I can feel the sword going through their body, almost as if it's in slow motion...it's a sickening feeling, the sharp silver blade slitting someone's gut. *shudder* I don't know why I have this dream...last night I was protecting a little asian child from it's "mother," who was evil [I can't remember why].

Besides having disgusting dreams, I have been creating a new mini for a Warhammer Fantasy campaign. I was going to make a halfling and pretend she was raised by elves [kind of like Spock, half-human and half-Vulcan], but the mini decided it wanted to be an elf...therefore making my new Warhammer character one. Which I was trying to avoid, for various reasons. I much prefer the halfling and dwarf races. This new mini is much better than the first one - it's got a sculpted face, a dress, shoes, a cloak, and a big staff. I went through three heads and about five hairstyles to get everything right. All I have to do now is bake her and paint her face. I'm thinking pink lips and green eyes.

I'm saying goodbye to a friend tomorrow...perhaps for a long, long time. It's always sad to see someone go, but even sadder to realize that so much time has passed and that you've lost touch and aren't in each other's lives anymore. I'm praying that doesn't happen with this friend. We've been friends since freshman year in college, talked through a lot of our issues [some of which are the same] and celebrated some great times together. I'm hoping that being technologically advanced [haha] we will be able to talk to each other more than just every few weeks. Even though I love snail-mail.

I want to write this summer. Don't have the drive yet. I need to practice harp for a wedding that's in two weeks...just pulled out my harp today. I hate how much I procrastinate and how much I just put off because I don't have to do it now. I need to plan things and actually get them done, not just have dreams for the future without accomplishing things. I have a bad habit of dreaming and never following through. This is something I will be working on this summer. Hopefully. :P

There's a lot to do this summer. Lots of cleaning, creating, reading, writing, and growing to do...here's hoping I get everything done that needs to be done, instead of just wasting my time sitting around and "dinking." Excuse me, I have to go watch some Arrested Development. And The X-Files. :P