Unsettled

Job: 37+ hrs/wk
Sleep: 40 hrs/wk
Lunch Commitments: 5 hrs/wk
Harp Practice: should be 14 hrs/wk
Writing:21 hrs/wk
Church Commitments: 6 hrs/wk
Friend Time: 15+ hrs/wk
Stu & Me Time: 20+ hrs/wk
House Cleaning/Chores: 7+ hrs/wk
Errands: 5 hrs/wk

Total: 171 hours

Actual Time in a Week:168 hours

Granted, some of this takes place during work, and sometimes some of this doesn't get done (see: Harp Practice & House Cleaning/Chores), but...I feel like this all equals:

Me Time = 0 hrs/wk.

Don't get me wrong - I can't really cross any of this off my list, and I don't really want to. I'm just completely exhausted and right now I can't wait for Dec. 9 because after that I don't have such a strict schedule practice, NaNoWriMo is over, and Christmas Break is looming just over the horizon.

I really, really do need some me time, though. A walk in the woods with the camera, an afternoon of creating, or a night-time jaunt into the kitchen to make some tasty food...or just curl up in a chair and read aloud to myself. I need to just sit and do something with my hands instead of let my brain whirl constantly. :/

I am not good at a) managing my time b) managing my body c) managing anything.

Guess I know what my New Year's Resolution is!